Due tomorrow, one book. Walk it back today!

I keep stopping and starting renovating my flat. I think half my problem is that i try to do too much at once and by myself. I’d like to let it as a serviced appartment. Any advice on air b n b and serviced appartment letting would be much appreciated.

Feeling very fragile right now. Like I have no defenses and the world is very loud.

going to visit Janice in Utah from June 13-18 :-)

Haven’t really felt hungry lately. Food doesn’t sound very good. Still enjoy chai from my favorite South Asian restaurant, but have found I must go easy on sugar and caffeine.

about the chemicals in most lotions that get into your body. Thinking about throwing out those lotions after all… :S

Hey, I’ve been tryin’ to get wings for a while now, but nothing’s worked so far. Could someone help please?
(btw, I want black wings)

in full frustration. I can’t believe how breakable, fragile and delicate, i live on a couple of “gazes” ...how sad, the drawning who holds to a “straw”...can’t believe where i am now, what i have become because of failing to leave this house that destroyed me forever.

Today I am grateful for
Nice weather
Vegan lunch
My sons

I walked 8 miles
I visited the castle & museum
I did a geocaching challenge
I read a little
I found a vegan restaurant

todays rehearsal with my band we completed our first song of our own..We have just played together for almost 6 months so we have only played covers so far but now we are on our way with our own stuff..Feels great!
Our goal this year is to make at least 3 songs that we are satisfied with and record them

My sons were more tired than me.

Self, you are not allowed to buy a car, any type of vehicle, or anything that takes up space until you clean the garage to the point where you have a place to put the car or large item.

24 hour ban on Leonard Cohen songs

what this goal will mean for me this summer. I’m losing my primary source of income for about three months (no check at all in June or July, and just a few hundred dollars in August). I’ve decided to take a vacation, more or less. I have some savings. I can be relatively frugal. I will still have some income from teaching yoga (and I’ve already picked up some extra hours subbing, consulting, and examining). I think it will be fine, and I will keep thinking abundant thoughts. :)

I doubt this could ever be accomplished!

what is wrong with me.

Elloz. I’ve been trying to grow wings for a while now, but nothing’s working. None of the spells. My back itches and hurts A LOT for a few days, then it just stops. Could anyone help me please? I REALLY want wings, and I’ll do almost anything to get them! They have to be black, by the way.

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actually, I’ve been doing better lately, with all the good food, hydration, vitamins, etc. I think it’s been about 6 weeks since I had a migraine worth really complaining about. This one is definitely hormonal – ugh! My vision is blurry as can be, my temples tight, my body exhausted/wiped/achy/yucky. Time to go back to bed! Hoping it passes with a nap, otherwise I’m going to have to cancel my client for tonight :(

Of late I have been making more jokes and finding myself singing and laughing more. So I think I am on my way to achieving this goal. But I still have a little way to go I think.

we’re going to try and get over to the drive-in.
We’re finally both off, we don’t have any other plans, and it’s a movie we’re interested in watching (Jaws!).

I began my first day of the treatment. The cost is going to be a lot but I realize the importance of the work. I think this will teach me how to really manage my money and will be beneficial to not only my teeth, but my voice and overall health.

It took me a trip to The Hague open air market. And two euro´s!

Instead of losing 20lbs since I added this to my list, I’ve gained bringing me to my heaviest. I need help learning how to portion my meals and what to eat. I know fruits and veggies are needed but I’m actually allergic to fresh fruits. I just want to be at a healthier weight and be happier with myself.

I am happy with my weightloss, but I still get a little discouraged when I try something on and I see how much more I still have to lose to be neat looking in my “skinnier” clothes. I bought myself a pretty underwear set. I never really wore matching lingerie, but my PT said that it was a great motivator for her. I did feel nice buying something pretty for myself that was a smaller size than I previously wore. I can’t wait until my weight acutally matches what is on my drivers license.

How many days in are we?? And I finally hopped for 40 minutes today! It is a gorgeous day in Western New York, I got out of work early, and hooped in my backyard! I got to be in the sun, listen to the birds AND to muse. It was wonderful.

It is Friday, and I am grateful …

... for the beautiful graph I generated today.

... that there was time to see C and have good conversations.

... that there are people doing research into chemical education.

... that there was a replacement valve that don’t stick.

... for “I you only …” on Fridays. Great stuff to read on the internet that I don’t have to go find. Perfect for Friday evenings.

I got my hair done today and was scolded by my hairdresser – I need to take better care of myself…

Seems the skin on my scalp is very dry and I noticed it’s itchy – I need to take care of this AND find out why my skin is so dry.

Hm. I got no idea at the moment.

On a brighter note: my hair has a purple touch now :D

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from this mental institution called “HOME!” oh wow, how dare i even name it home? it is a mental institution of mad sadestic people.

Im going alone, so that fear will be very real in a few short weeks…
Im going to Colougne, Vienna, Ostrava… and then maybe a little more around those places =) just to see a little more of the world =)

My youngsters are so big and green, that having an easy to ride, more mature horse is actually helping me out. I think I will probably try and show at training level on Winnie, if she doesn’t sell first. Now that she’s in training, she’s actually a pretty fun ride.

Ferra and I are still working on a training level test. I think my trainer has her working on the second level movements, and has even done some flying changes with her.

Even though we’re doing all the movements through first level, and shoulder in from the second level movements, I’m still struggling to get a good, controlled canter. Ferra’s huge canter is hard for me to sit. We’re going to start focusing on lots of trot – canter transitions to get her more balanced and focused.

I’ve been a bit lazy about getting her out on my own. I can definitely ride her in my trainer’s arena, but I need to take her over to my community arena and just lunge her a few times so that she’ll relax.

Ran 25 minute at 6.2 mph. Total distance: 2.58 miles

May 18, Friday

I finally stored the wine bottle that was a Christmas present from one of the sisters in law. It was standing in its gift bag where we put it after Christmas. Don’t ask me how, but I simply didn’t see it anymore…
And I put the gift bag away, too!

Time spent: 7 min

And another week done – that makes week 3 successful :-)

I want and I to be able to:

1. Do the second level dressage tests.
2. Ride our community trails in company
3. Jump a 2’ 6” course (the baby green class)

That, of course, means lots of little goals along the way.

For 2011, we’re working on me just riding her walk, trot, and canter. My trainer is working on more, though I’m not quite sure where exactly that falls in the dressage scale.

I’ve been trying to get Penelepe to my trainer’s three times a week. Usually, I lunge her and then he rides her. If I’m lucky, we don’t run out of time and I get a mini lesson for 10-15 minutes. Unfortunately, she seems to fight him a lot, wether or the lunge line or under saddle. Admittedly, she can be pushy on the ground. I haven’t really had a problem with her under saddle, aside from a few spooks.

I need to be more insistent that I get on and ride Penelepe EVERY session. My trainer’s pretty awesome and he’s done a stellar job with my horses, but sometimes I feel like I have to fight for my riding time.

Book four of the Twilight series. Again, a fun read. I was a bit disappointed with the way the conflicts were resolved. The series is a fun read.

I tried persimmon leaf tea. I didn’t like it >.<

Now I have 19 bags of it left and I don’t know what to do with it haha.

1) My happy dog
2) Computers and technology
3) A
4) My family
5) books

i am very grateful larry called and wasn’t mad.
i am very grateful we had a normal conversation.
i am very grateful i kept working and didn’t go to bed.

I start doing customer service in mid june, once I have training time available.